Thursday, February 14, 2013

Auspicious... Not


Scrolling through my final post for 2012 and my eye caught this:

"Will also set a goal for 52 blog posts in 2013.  That's one a week.  Surely that's manageable."


I haven't done terribly well so far, have I?  It's halfway through February and this is my first post.

Ah well.

I am keeping up with my One Line A Day.  Tales From the Ticketing World is on hiatus, due to some rumblings from some anonymous staff members of a certain arts organisation. I feel like I'm back in grade school with their pathetic "we're gonna tell on you to your company because we think your blog is unprofessional" threats.  I'm so glad I only have to deal with them for another few weeks.

I really have very little enthusiasm for writing at the moment. I actually have very little enthusiasm for anything at the moment, period.  I thought I had an exciting new job all lined up, but that's been put on hold.  Bureaucracy at work again.  It may still happen and I need to have patience, but my god, it's difficult. My current job is changing, and not in a way I'm particularly pleased with or that I feel I have any control over.  I feel like a glorified administrator in an organisation which doesn't reflect my morals or ideals.    I want to be doing work that's important and which will benefit people.  What I do right now benefits no one, including myself. 

What I hate most at the moment though, is the way that I feel unable to truly express myself, especially through this blog.  I feel like I'm being spied on by the same people who threatened my other blog.  And hey, if I am right and you are reading this?  Fuck off and get a life.  What did I ever do to you?  If I did do something to piss you off, then grow a pair, man up and tell me to my face.  Let's duke it out and resolve it.

Anyway.  That's not a terribly positive blog post to kick off the year... apologies to my regular (read: lovely) readers.  I'll try and come up with something a little more perky for my second post.

For now, I just wanted to drop by and say hello.



*hits the save button*

See you soon.

Oh and Happy Valentine's Day... if that's your thing.  Personally, I'm more of a fan of Galentine's Day (Feb 13).  Don't know what that is?  Let me share...

 *hits the publish button*

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