It Seemed Like A Good Idea At The Time...

My life is a series of "It Seemed Like A Good Idea At The Time" moments, all randomly strung together.

A bit like this blog.

There's so much I could write about.

So much I want to write about.

A million thoughts running through my head but they're all fleeting.  

I'm really hating my job at the moment and I want to change direction and find something new, but the job market's tough and I can't even get a foot in the door at any of the places I'm interested in working.

Life would be a lot easier if I had a definite plan for what I wanted to do.  

Trouble is, I don't.

I don't have a single clue WHAT I want to do with my life, other than that I DON'T want to do what I'm currently doing.

Is that any way to live my life? I'm really not sure. It's the only way I've known how to live it.  I’ve never been much of a one for ten year plans or goal setting.  I mean, I am ok at setting goals in a “hey, that sounds like a good idea so I’ll go do it” kind of way.  Heading off to travel the world was a prime example of that.  Quitting the corporate world to go to drama school was another.

But now I have to factor in things like being able to pay the rent and bills; and I don't have any savings to speak of, making my current desire to give a big, fat "fuck you" to my job an impossibility.

It's frustrating me no end and I'm really in need of a big ol' cup of "sort it the hell out" before I lose my mind...

Anyone know where I can get one of those?